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Raising Bigs's avatar

Jessica I hear you ❤️ the past 3 years have been the hardest of my life. I've cried out many times that I can't do this, that he should have chose someone else, someone better. I'm out the other side of those dark days a little now but it's still very raw. I wish I could give you a hug. I know the feeling of home feeling like a prison, like your trapped. Please keep talking about it. Sometimes its the only thing that can help ❤️

Jessica Siân's avatar

And yet it is as if we are being refined by the fire, right? At least I really hope so, that we are being strengthened somehow, that it is worth all this right now!

Thank you for your kind words, and for my virtual hug! There are definitely days which are worse than others, I am trying not to dwell on the downs so much, but I do think it’s vital we talk about this - other mums need to know they’re not alone but also that it is very common to feel trapped, or overwhelmed and a million other things! 😅

Thank you for being here and sharing your heart too 🤗💕

Beka Hicks's avatar

Oh Jessica, this a lament. Even David cried out to God in his pain.

What you are doing is hard and you are seen.

I know you know I can relate.

Your writing was so vulnerable here. Thank you for giving us a peek into your heart.

Jessica Siân's avatar

Thank you for your kindness. I know you see and you get it, really deeply. I appreciate having you here and knowing that you are nodding along!

Thinking of being even just a little bit like David is bringing a smile to my face. 🤗